Love Note #1

You might feel like your world is falling apart, but you will get through this! You come from strong stock -- look at where your mother was this side of 3 months ago! She couldn't talk, didn't know who you were, and now when you call her you are blessed to hear her "Hi, baby" on the other end and listen to her talk about how her feet hurt from walking. God is good! God gave you a strength that few people have, and that is something to take pride in. No matter what happens, you can hold your head up high knowing that you loved your hardest and you gave your all to be a good wife. If it falls apart, know that it isn't on you!

I know that you feel all alone, and I'm so sorry. I wish there was something I could do. But I have NO doubt that you will survive this!

Post One - Intro

I decided to start this blog partially because I know that I need to have a constant outlet to get things off my chest, partially because I want to make sure that there is a permanent record of it (darned motherboard crashes). Some people may criticize my decision to but my business out for all to see, but if I can be a blessing to someone else going through the same thing then it's worth it.

There will be times that I may ramble on. I may just talk to myself. I may go off on expletive-peppered rants that will make you blush and press that "X" up there to the right. I'm going through right now. You can come along on the journey and see how I end up if you like.

I met my husband at the home of one of my best friends in August of 2005. As corny as it all sounds, it was love at first sight, and we've been together ever since. We married in March of 2007, and while there have been the usual transitional issues, our marriage has been pretty good. At least that's what I thought.